No Sleep

Well after several weeks of the schedule working perfectly we are havig a meltdown. Nothing has made him feel better and it doesn't matter if I'm holding him or laying him down so for right now he's getting to stay down while screaming ::sigh:: I just wish I knew how to make it better. He'll fall asleep for half an hour or an hour and then wake up screaming like someone is beating him... I would fix it if I could but I don't think he believes me. He just thinks mommy isn't making it better and life is horrible. Well I don't think I can listen to him cry like that by himself anymore, I guess I'll go hold him and let him cry. I tell myself that even if he's crying he'd rather cry with me there. Crazy, huh?